Y’all. The response from the blog post last night has been ongoing, and so special. Names both from the past, and from recent days all bring a special memory-and a smile, as I read. I love you all! Thank you for taking the time to react, and reply. More importantly, to pray. You know I am a focus-on-the-positive kind of girl, and a smile is usually always at the ready. The enemy knows that, too, and is doing what he can to break that habit-and fast.
Today, over two months after the last obvious “event”-several still-present tell-tale signs remain. They jump out at me today, because we are trying to make a decision on which med. to choose. We narrowed it down to the two most recommended yesterday. Then…as we’ve been mostly focused on assimilating the news only-as quickly as possible, realized we never actually considered (or checked on) the cost of either (or any) of the list of possible meds. So, calls followed, today.
Quickly followed by disbelief.
I still can’t believe the costs quoted. Even with (and we’re so grateful for) insurance. If I weren’t still off balance I’d be in constant “smh” mode. May I just say the last non-insurance quote was something like EIGHT THOUSAND a MONTH??? WHAT!?????
Now, the prayer request includes wisdom re: the payment along with the choice. As well as peace about it all. Considering how I’m feeling-and the best option for the future-leaving this MS untreated is not an optimal option. We definitely wish to slow the progression and symptoms.
I know this request followed soon after the last. I believe the best and most effective weapon we have, is prayer. Thanks for being prayer warriors with us in this battle. We are more than conquerers through Him! We ask for wisdom in choice-for health. In finances-for the best options. And, peace, for our minds to be stress and worry free in the middle of this strange new beginning.
Three specific, all-important areas? Spiritual power, mental toughness, and physical strength. Thank you so much!! We appreciate you more than you know.
Happy last Friday of the year to you, friend! <3
Plus-sized faith today,
Donnarae
