Is that a line in the sand??

Yes!  I am drawing that figurative line-in-the-sand.  

Again.

Wait!  You may be thinking: “Aren’t you too old?  Didn’t you try that already?”  I am, rather.  I have.  Many times.  It’s embarrassing, and awkward, and ridiculous that it’s taken so long(I’m 52, now!), but no matter your age, I know someone reading this understands what starting over feels like.  Maybe it’s you.  Someone knows the “everyday” of wanting to do/be better, and claiming that you will, but not wanting the change enough to actually change.  Someone knows what it feels like to have tried before, and failed.  Or, maybe tried before, and seen success! But, that success didn’t last.  And, you’ve become comfortable being uncomfortable.  Now, in business, that could be a very good thing!  But for health?  Being comfortably uncomfortable means you’re not making adjustments.  Not pushing to get better.  Not losing those extra pounds.  Not exercising your right to grow, and get stronger.  That’s where I’ve been for too long.  And I’m tired of it.  There is too much life to live, and I don’t want to waste one more day!  

To be clear, I truly don’t believe life has been wasted.  We are always winning, or learning, right?  Never losing.  Never failing.  Learn.  Or repeat.  So simple to type.  To believe?  Now, that takes big faith.

I have seen some success over the years.  And, I have seen failure.  During the past decade (up to, and including when my mom passed in 2011, and having lost several friends, acquaintances, neighbors…the list is never-ending around the world.  Life begins and ends constantly.), I have become very aware that health is vitally important, and in order to live out my purpose, for me…it’s time to make a change.  That line in the sand (Yes, you can still see the faded remains of the last line…) represents making the long-overdue decision to regain my health, and get my life back.  I may never be the proverbial Barbie image, but I am fearfully and wonderfully made, and I want to be an image that inspires others.  One that encourages others to make the decision to get their life back on track, as well.  Today is the day.  Today, I enjoyed coffee.  Black. (What?!?  No creamer???)  It was amazing.  This morning I savored the flavors of sausage patties, eggs, and a perfectly ripened avocado.  I will drink more water today.  I will move more, today.  I will love more, today.  And, I’m openly letting you know of my decision, since you are part of my journey.  I have to be willing to face the truth, and be accountable.  You are invited to come along!   By the way: I am not asking for product recommendations at all.  Thank you.  I’ve tried many things, and am blessed to have ample connections to every product in this category.  Instead, I am asking you to keep me in your prayers, and good thoughts sent my direction as I change my habits.  Encouragement is a wonderful way to help and stay in touch!  I appreciate you so much, and I’m incredibly happy to have you with me, moving forward!  Feel free to share this blog.  Let’s keep that line in the sand visible, and use it to connect to others.  My line is deep this time.  Is yours?

So…Why bother with a change?  Well…because I’m tired.  Tired of feeling sluggish.  Tired of having low-to-no energy.  Tired of not fitting in my clothes…of not being about to walk far without back pain-or spasms, or knee pain.  Tired of being afraid.  Afraid the chair will not hold.  The seatbelt will not fit.  The ride will not latch.  Afraid of not being accepted.   What others think.

But, most importantly?   The scariest thing of all?

Afraid I will wait too long, and block someone’s blessing.  

At the same time knowing I am blocking my own.   Tired of the certainty that if I don’t make a change, I may not be able to reverse the cycle.  The compound effect is always in effect, so I know because of past errors in judgement, I have work to do.  A lot of work to do.  BUT…I know it’s possible.  And, I’m ready.  The days are passing anyway, why not make them positive, healthy days?  With smart choices.  

A decision-a real decision-means one takes action.  And, as a result… sees results.  If that person has big faith in the process, those results will be BIG RESULTS.  Results in who one becomes during that process.  Results in one who honors and respects that process.  Results in becoming more healthy every day, embracing Plus-sized faith on the journey.

 This decision?  Seems to scream  “WINNING!”- in a BIG WAY!  How you do one thing is how you do everything.  Give yourself permission to win, y’all.  In every area of your life!  What area of  your life would you like to change?  

Create your reality.  Design your tomorrow, today.  Set the trajectory of your future, by taking that first step.  I have.  And it’s just the beginning.  

I know I am not the only one in the line-in-the-sand club.  🙂  Are you a member?  In what part of your life are you applying Plus-sized faith?  I would love to hear your story!

Ps.  This blog will not ONLY be about my journey to better health.  It will be about life.  Every aspect.  I can’t wait to share more with you!  Every day is an adventure, y’all!  We get 24 hours.  No more.  No less.  Use it wisely.  Authentically.
Be you, and be exceptional.

Plus-sized faith today,  Donnarae